Thursday, September 2, 2010


i saw him today..i see him everyday....we talk,we laugh,we crack jokes ,we tease.
we talk about him and how much he misses her.i see me reflected in his eyes and i see its just a reflection,it doesn't go beyond that.
the crinkle in his eyes,his cheeky winks.
yes i saw him and then looked past and stopped searching for something in his eyes i'll never see because i finally saw he wasn't mine.
he was hers and will always be
because i will always be the friend who he wants by his side
the silent spectator.
i saw that it hurt so less now that i couldn't express what i really felt
and that what i did feel were faint notes of music that were growing fainter by the day
the melody changed and i finally realised that he wasn't the one for me and i wasn't the one for him.
we were meant to be together,we fit but only as companions in this lonely journey called life.

Friday, July 23, 2010

and now I saw..

a weirdy insect dude
tracing my food
with his little mouth
but i flicked it off
and ate the food thing anyway
cuz boy, regrettt
cannot be tolerateddd.


What did you see today? What did you see?
Today, what did you see? What did you see?
What? What? What did you see?
Today, what did you see?
I saw how pushing your clothes in a bucket full of water
Makes your fingers feel the resistance
In the bubbles of air that bop up on the surface
and quickly vanish the umbrella they wear
like a magician’s one graceful trick.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Sometimes you just wanna let go and just scream it all out.
And then it's even more suffocating, when you can't.

I hate the lack of an awesome terrace.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

numbers on a sheet

the observation i made this week is that numbers on a sheet or lets say on a computer screen can change a person's life,their views and even their perception towards other people...strange

when did the fact that you got 82/100 instead of 99/100 start affecting how you perceive yourself as a person?would you rather be a different person just for sake of getting 93.5% in your exams or does the fact you got 62% really effect your life in the long it a reason to go into isolation?is it a reason to start questioning your goals and your aims?

trust me in the long term these marks won't matter that much....i can understand their effect on your studies but why your behavior?why do we start questioning our abilities?

Wednesday, May 26, 2010


We bought a new ac.
So that can mean only one thing.

Also, my exams start tomorrow.
So, :(

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Small Town Hitches Shame

One semi-dark narrow lane secluded and surrounded by houses, one young couple kissing in that place, JUST kissing. One person was coming; he got to see them, called few more people and accused them for doing “obscene” things in the public. Indeed the boy was pissed and angry; he had a little fight with those dimwits and when the matter was to be dragged to the police by the dimwits, with help of some senior people the matter was solved. They thought that coming of the police will throw dirt at the “reputation” of that housing complex area. As the result of the whole matter, the boy who was accused, living in the neighborhood, was forbade to roam around the area and do such things ever or he will me thrown out of his house. Some youths tried to protests and was scolded by their families and others. And of course this was all for good as no one wanted that poor boy to go in jail as our law and police suggest.
Our India, Our Justice!

Ahemm…for those standing up just now against the so called PDA let me tell you that I am not a great supporter of PDAs. But such acts are not PDAs. Those things are as good in reality as you see them in movies and books being overwhelmed with love. The more you forbade and punish these things while hiding your little mind under your conscience-blanky from checking into the world of s.e.x. or even the talk of it [of course you love the thing only in your bedroom or we wouldn’t have been here] , the more you inspire the rest to get their wants fulfilled in far dirty ways in the red-lighted zones, the adult so called parks and the dark lanes. Know it in your heart, you could have made it less worse by a little allowance and liberalism.